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did you know, there's a piece of you left somewhere inside my soul did you run, cause you thought what we felt was a little bit too real? i begin to see the world from tired eyes i no longer live for love or lonesome summer nights the concrete is just that, my name will forever be my chain and you may relax, cause if anyone, im the one to blame i feel ashamed and my walls are caving this heart is breaking chorus: i brought the ammunition, you brought the safety i brought the drugs and baby you couldn't save me so from now on out i'm never much of anything anyhow, i'll survive tonight verse: i will wait, for the bruises to stop and the amb

i wanna be your white-eyed camaraderie i want to kill a zombie flirtatious with the waitress and call her royal highness can you bill me out i'm shoveling pea-sized apathy so much for glorifying national decadence, i live alone in a house filled with letters i never sent and the women i see are viewed through a camera lense and i'm the life of the party, but we're losing our innocence what if janis joplin didn't die and she got her mercedes benz? chords: and i still have thoughts about death and dying, last chance to see me trying but we fell down and i sink nevermind, what you think? verse: oh please, come on i'm a keeper if you make lemo

i found a piece of what we left at sea you came in wondering what's bothering me well so far my life has been good versus bad problems breed solutions, best lie i ever had is this camouflage working or am i far too scared to die? this summer we wrote songs about chill and getting high but out came fall and we succumb to our mistakes loneliness for sale, you're a thousand miles away i figure if i'm alone i won't have to learn to walk again, and identic procedures follow, am i ever gonna work again? if i stole your kiss and hung it up for everyone to see, is that crush of mine a lonesome thief or is it just me?

oh, there's no one i'd rather be spending the night with there's no one else who knows how i am am i crazy to think you caught the line and the sink, or are we too different to see it ourselves? my body aches deeply and your spirit frees me, condolensces far from alright i know what you think, i'm a liar on the brink spent years trying to make it back up i worshipped punk rock, black flag 'till full stop DIY doesn't make it okay now the bands all break up and i'll fill the cup is it to late to try and stay alive? chorus: for you married a singer, emotional and tender and i'm left here playing guitar with my heart on my sleeve, i know you s

i need a writer to tell me how i feel these things i can't write off i swear it's real on a collision course, and i'll be soft for you as if you were high up in the sky and i was the ground back to basics again, i'll fall in love with a friend if you could see what i think, then i guess, together we'd sink chorus: melodies haunted my head since you went away, and i've grown a bit tired of the songs that i write and the way that i smile no way that i smile verse: i'm roaming this room like a ghost during winter and again i put myself down, i hope this time i will win her i like the way that she wears her pain like a necklace tearing up a

i spent new years getting high and i'll spend the new year trying to improve myself but we both know that in 15 years, i'll be 35 and still wishing to be someone else because the only constant in my life are these sad songs and the neverending feeling that i don't belong and i still scribble words, like i did when i was twelve and i still save spot on the mattress just cause i think i need the space pre-chorus: when really i just need you there chorus: to tell me i'm doing fine and sit by me while i cry i'd like to think i'm different, outplayed my part in this, i guess it's time to change verse: i spent christmas acting grounded, trying

i am writing about these northern lights, fantasise that we had something troubled i romanticise about stranger eyes trying to redeem my victim's lies and all my I's, pseudo-charismatic like a broken window as i grew up, in the midst of things a symphony i've orchestrated, live and die, but to my surprise i can hardly see or open up my eyes, choke a burning lie feeling self-assured like i kept on breathing pre-chorus: i am falling now, fine, i'll go chorus: of all these things that i desire, nothing puts out my burning fire it's christmas time, december cares baby, take me higher verse: these city lights don't trust my eyes, real friends

i've been dreaming of sleeping every morning this year you stood upon me with lights in the dark and since may i've been a brandished knife i've been thinking about growing my hair back, but maybe you don't mind? am i nothing but american culture, and a loveless life? pre-chorus: but there are good things i hate about you, like the way you move i can't remember the way you kissed me, or how we got that far¨ chorus: so let's sit down with friends and virtue, all the things in life we value i've kept my heart on my sleeve for years now, can you take me in? everything is changing and i don't want to be here anymore verse: you know tha

if i told a lie for every time i felt unwanted, i'd be wanted again back in march i drank you away, and in may i knew i couldn't stay like an ode from a broken life, i started smoking to begin the fight and you watch me as i burn, see me falling as i begin to turn chorus: you lied to me, you lied to me tell your boyfriend i'm doing fine, your blonde hair and one dollar perfume and i never even knew you when i left, you're not half as broken as i tend to be verse 2: and now i'm content, that i never had a chance these words don't write themselves, and i pour through the song, i may be hurt but we get along well i'm the dreamer, you're the

if i could take off this cast just to hear you sing, i would like a lonely little soldier alone at war been burning down these houses for crops to grow and like my father taught me swimming, i know with yelling comes results too bad he didn't teach me not to drown, and i'm growing out of this body, i think the ocean around me might agree i don't remember how you look, but how you taste if you can take my hand and show my weakening body one last goodbye, i'd die before i let you walk away with my pride intact what kind of mother leaves his son when he's all alone? never thought that i'd be anything, but for the sake of argument, let's keep in